Day trip to hell: A mixed methods study of challenging psychedelic experiences
This mixed-methods study (interviews N=38; survey N=319) shows that challenging psychedelic “bad trips” have a broader thematic range than previously recognised—fear is near-ubiquitous and confusion is prominent—yet participants typically report positive long-term effects, with meditation practice showing paradoxical associations that merit further study.
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- Johnstad, P. G.
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Abstract
AbstractBackground and aimsThis article presents a mixed methods study of challenging psychedelic experiences or “bad trips”, with the aim of exploring the nature and characteristics of such experiences. While challenging psychedelic experiences have been studied in previous research, the article posits that the focus of this research has been overly narrow in terms of the characteristics and etiology of these experiences, and that it would be helpful to broaden our understanding of what a challenging psychedelic trip might be and how it affects users.MethodsIn the first study, respondents (N= 38) were recruited at various online fora for individual anonymous interviews via private messaging. The Cannabis and Psychedelics User Survey used for the second study was constructed on the basis of the knowledge obtained from interviews, and recruited 319 participants (median age 33; 81% male) from seven different online communities. Respondents were asked to characterize both a typical and their worst psychedelic experience, allowing for comparisons between the two and for regression analyses of associations between challenging experiences and other factors.ResultsBoth in interviews and in the survey, respondents reported a broader range of characteristics for challenging psychedelic experiences than what has previously been recognized in the research literature. Despite the often dramatic narratives, they were convinced that the experience had positive long-term consequences.ConclusionsThe two studies found that challenging psychedelic experiences have a greater thematic range than what has previously been identified. Besides the near ubiquity of fear in these experiences, confusion was also identified as an important aspect. Meditation practice had paradoxical effects on challenging psychedelic experiences, appearing as a fruitful area for further research.
Research Summary of 'Day trip to hell: A mixed methods study of challenging psychedelic experiences'
Introduction
Psychedelics produce powerful alterations in perception, emotion and cognition and have attracted renewed research interest for therapeutic effects in conditions such as depression, anxiety and substance dependence. Earlier work has emphasised certain recurring features of challenging psychedelic experiences, most notably fear associated with ego dissolution; scales such as Dread of Ego Dissolution (DED) and a seven-factor questionnaire of difficult psilocybin experiences have been proposed to capture these phenomena. However, some commentators have argued that these instruments and the prevailing ‘‘set and setting’’ framework may underspecify the variety of adverse or challenging experiences and their causes. Petter and colleagues set out to broaden understanding of so-called ‘‘bad trips’’ by exploring their phenomenology, antecedents and self-assessed consequences using a mixed methods design. The study combined asynchronous, Internet-mediated interviews with 38 current or past psychedelic users and a larger anonymous online survey of 319 participants, with hypotheses that challenging experiences have a wider thematic range than previously reported, that set and setting are important but not decisive, and that long-term consequences tend to be rated positively by respondents.
Methods
The qualitative component comprised two phases of asynchronous, Internet-mediated interviews. In phase one 26 users with experience of psychedelics in spiritual contexts were interviewed about a broad range of issues; in phase two 12 additional participants were recruited specifically because they had posted accounts of challenging experiences online. Participants provided informed consent, anonymity was emphasised, and thematic analysis combined with meaning condensation was used to generate exploratory, data-driven themes. Some publicly posted ‘‘bad trip’’ reports informed the study but were not quoted to preserve privacy. The quantitative component used the Cannabis and Psychedelics User Survey, developed from themes emerging in the interviews and piloted with 18 volunteers. The survey was available April–September 2019 and recruited self-selected adults (18+) proficient in English from seven online communities and groups. Inclusion required prior experience with a commonly used psychedelic; women were especially invited. The final analytic sample comprised 319 participants after exclusion of empty or inconsistent responses. Survey measures captured demographics, religious/spiritual background and practice, drug use history for a specified psychedelic (participants selected one from a list including psilocybin, LSD, DMT, ayahuasca, mescaline, MDMA and others), motivations for use, and emotional, cognitive and relational characteristics of a typical and of the respondent’s worst psychedelic experience. Personality was measured with a five-point Ten-Item Personality Inventory (TIPI). Risk propensity was assessed using a modified five-item Risk Taking Index (RTI) with the substance-use health-risk item removed. For inferential analyses, the investigators constructed an additive ‘‘absolute difficulty’’ indicator by summing eight negatively worded characteristics (anger/hate; confusion; disgust; fear; feeling isolated from others; regrettable behaviour towards others; sadness; violent behaviour), yielding a 0–8 range. Ordinal regression models tested predictors of absolute difficulty and of relative difficulty (worst psychedelic experience ranked against other difficult life events). A linear regression tested predictors of respondent-assessed long-term consequences (five-level Likert). Independent variables included demographics, the Big Five traits, meditation/prayer/energy-work practice (dichotomous), years of cannabis experience, lifetime occasions of the chosen psychedelic, typical social environment for use, session planning horizon, and escapist motivation. Ordinal variables were treated as continuous and analyses used IBM SPSS Statistics 25. Nagelkerke R2 was reported to indicate explained variance in the ordinal models.
Results
Interview participants numbered 38; 30 supplied minimal demographic data (28 male, 2 female), median age in the mid-30s and a range from early 20s to late 50s. Occupations and relationship statuses varied. Thematic analysis of interview narratives produced a wide array of challenging experience types rather than a single defining category. Major themes from the interviews included: ‘‘life issues’’ (unpleasant insights or confrontations with personal problems, sometimes leading to change); social paranoia (beliefs that others disapproved or that authorities would intervene); troubling visions or hallucinations (including menacing entities, especially reported by DMT users); mental and sensory overload (confusion and an inability to think straight); ego death or dissolution (experienced variably as terrifying during the process but sometimes ecstatic once complete); fears of lasting mental or physical damage (including panic about brain damage or death, sometimes following drug combinations/overdose); time distortions and ‘‘loops’’ producing sensations of endless repetition; and rare episodes involving violent or regrettable behaviour with real-world consequences. Interviewees also described strategies for ‘‘finding the way back’’ such as sharing accounts on peer forums, returning to ordinary routines, reassurance by trusted others, and use of breathing or meditation techniques to re-centre the experience. The survey sample comprised 319 included participants (213 completed the full survey). The typical respondent was male, aged 32, with some university education and working full time; most were located in North America. Psilocybin was selected as the focal drug by 49% of respondents, LSD by 22% and DMT by 12%. Median recent use of the chosen psychedelic was between 1 and 10 occasions in the past 12 months; 7% reported 11–50 occasions and 2% reported twice weekly or more. When comparing respondents’ worst psychedelic experience to a typical experience, 23 of 24 emotional/cognitive/relational characteristics differed significantly; ego dissolution was the single exception. The eight negatively worded items were endorsed at higher levels for the worst experience and formed the additive ‘‘absolute difficulty’’ score, which had a mean of 2.7 (SD 1.8). Fourteen per cent endorsed none of the negative characteristics for their worst experience, while 17% reported five or more negative characteristics. On a relative scale comparing the worst psychedelic episode to other life difficulties, 6% rated it the most difficult experience of their life and 17% placed it among their five most difficult experiences; at the other extreme 26% compared it to an everyday or not difficult experience. The ordinal regression for absolute difficulty produced a Nagelkerke R2 of 0.34. Older age and higher education were associated with lower difficulty. Female gender and the personality trait Emotional stability (i.e. lower neuroticism) also predicted fewer negative characteristics. Meditation practice was associated with increased difficulty, whereas energy-work practice marginally reduced difficulty. Greater lifetime occasions of the chosen psychedelic predicted higher difficulty; by contrast, more years of cannabis experience predicted lower difficulty. An escapist motivation for use also predicted greater difficulty. The relative-difficulty model had a Nagelkerke R2 of 0.24 and largely replicated these findings; it additionally identified the personality trait Openness as predicting relatively more difficult experiences. Neither model found the respondent’s typical social environment for use nor the typical planning horizon to be significant predictors, though these variables reflected usual practice rather than the specific setting for the worst session. Regarding long-term consequences, more than 67% of respondents judged the consequences of their worst psychedelic experience to be positive or mostly positive, while fewer than 4% judged them negative or mostly negative. There were no significant correlations between either absolute or relative difficulty and the assessment of long-term consequences. A multivariate linear regression predicting long-term consequences achieved an adjusted R2 of only 0.05; only Openness predicted more positive consequences, and escapist motivation predicted more negative consequences.
Discussion
Petter and colleagues interpret their findings as supporting the hypothesis that challenging psychedelic experiences exhibit a broader thematic range than previously described. Fear emerged as a central and pervasive feature across types of difficulty, encompassing fear of ego dissolution, death, insanity, social rejection and other forms of existential dread. Confusion was also highlighted as a prominent characteristic, endorsed by 62% of survey respondents and strongly correlated with ego dissolution measures. The interviews added further nuance by identifying themes such as social paranoia, troubling entity encounters, mental/sensory overload, time-loop phenomena and occasional violent or regrettable behaviour. The authors argue that ego dissolution, while frequent, was not unique to worst experiences and may sometimes protect against other fears; thus it should not be treated as the sole defining feature of ‘‘bad trips’’. Similarly, they find partial correspondence with earlier seven-category taxonomies but suggest those categories may be under-defined and miss important dimensions such as confusion and behavioural outcomes. In terms of etiology, set and setting retained importance in narratives but did not emerge as decisive predictors in the quantitative models; typical social environment and session planning did not predict difficulty, although the authors note that these survey items captured usual practice rather than conditions for the specific worst episode. A paradoxical association between meditation practice and greater reported difficulty was observed and discussed: meditators may either penetrate more deeply into challenging material or be more attentive to and able to label difficult mental states, producing higher endorsements of negative characteristics. The authors suggest this is a promising area for further research. Other notable predictors included lower difficulty with increasing age and education, reduced difficulty among females and those high in Emotional stability, and increased difficulty associated with greater lifetime psychedelic occasions and an escapist motivation for use; years of cannabis experience were associated with reduced difficulty. With regard to outcomes, the majority of participants reported positive long-term consequences from their worst psychedelic experience, consistent with prior surveys; nevertheless a minority reported negative or mixed outcomes and the authors acknowledge that beneficial effects may depend on the capacity to integrate the experience. Limitations are acknowledged: recruitment via online psychedelic communities produced self-selected participants, the sample was male-dominated and relatively well educated, and the study emphasises current or recent users who may view psychedelics favourably. The authors therefore caution about generalisability and encourage further research using broader and more representative samples, as well as deeper investigation of meditation practices and integration supports.
Conclusion
These exploratory mixed methods studies expand the phenomenology of challenging psychedelic experiences beyond previously established categories, emphasising fear and confusion as central elements and drawing attention to occasional behavioural consequences. Most respondents judged long-term outcomes to be positive despite often intense acute difficulty. The authors highlight the unexpected association between meditation practice and increased reported difficulty as an area for future work, and underscore limits to generalisability stemming from online, self-selected recruitment.
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METHODS
In the interview study, 38 current or past psychedelics users were interviewed about their experiences in two phases of study. In the first phase, 26 users of psychedelic drugs in spiritual contexts were interviewed either individually or in groups about a broad range of aspects relating to their psychedelics use. These interviews always touched upon the subject of challenging trips, although not all responses opened up for a deeper investigation of the subject. In order to gain more insight, a second phase of study recruited 12 users specifically on the basis of their reports of challenging psychedelic experiences posted on Internet discussion fora. These 38 participants gave their informed consent to be included in the study. In addition, the study was informed by a number of "bad trip" reports posted on discussion fora by users who were either currently unreachable or who did not reply to recruitment attempts. These reports were often of considerable value to the study, but in order to preserve the privacy of their authors, the reports have not been quoted from in the article. Interviewees in the study often resisted the notion of a "bad trip", preferring instead to refer to this as challenging experiences, and this terminology is adhered to in the presentation. Interviews were asynchronous and Internet-mediated, and participants were encouraged to interact with the interviewer via anonymized email or messaging that protected their identity from the researcher. The study was designed in conformity with Norwegian Social Science Data Services ethical guidelines. It emphasized the preservation of participant anonymity, and aimed to ensure that no participant would be identifiable either to the researcher or to readers of published material. A few quotations have been translated from Norwegian, and statements have been edited for brevity and relevance. Insignificant details have sometimes been altered to preserve anonymity, and participants were asked to read through and verify the use of their quotations in their final form. As interviews took the form of written communication, transcription was unnecessary. Data were analyzed using thematic analysisandprocedure for meaning condensation, and themes were constructed in an open-ended, exploratory, and data-driven comparative analysis of participant narratives. The interview process allowed for the resolution of ambiguities through follow-up questions. The Cannabis and Psychedelics User Survey was constructed on the basis of the interview study, with questions and the range of possible survey responses being based on themes identified in the interview analysis. Before the survey was deployed, it went through a round of asynchronous testing on 18 volunteers recruited online, although this resulted only in minor revisions. The survey was made generally available online via SurveyXact from April to September 2019 for self-selected participation. It was fully anonymous and recorded no identifying participant information, including IP addresses. Several articles based on the Cannabis and Psychedelics User Survey have been published or submitted for publication, and the dataset and survey questionnaire are available for download via figshare. Participants for the survey were obtained from seven communities: www.shroomery.org, www.dmt-nexus.me, www.bluelight.org, the Facebook page for Portland Psychedelic Society, the Reddit group r/Psychedelics, the Norwegian Association for Safer Drug Policy, and an informal group of psychedelics users in Bergen, Norway. Participants were recruited either via invitation threads started at each forum or via a snowballing email invitation. Women were especially invited to participate in the survey. The only inclusion criteria were adulthood (18 years or older), the ability to understand English well, and experience with a commonly used psychedelic drug. Individuals who did not meet the inclusion criteria were linked to a shorter version of the survey, and their data were not used in the analyses. Respondents reported using between 10 and 30 minutes to complete the survey.
RESULTS
To predict the difficulty of a challenging psychedelic experience, an ordinal regression analysis used survey respondents' characterizations of their worst psychedelic experience as the dependent variable. The survey presented a list of 24 emotional, cognitive, and relational characteristics, each of which the respondent could endorse or not endorse on a dichotomous basis as applying to their worst experience with psychedelics. Eight of these were negative itemsanger or hate, confusion, disgust, fear, feeling of isolation from other people, regrettable behavior towards others, sadness, and violent behaviorall of which received a higher level of endorsement for the respondents' worst experience than for a typical psychedelic experience (Table). To construct a variable indicating the difficulty of a psychedelic experience, these eight negative items were added together (variable range 0-8). Ordinal regression was used to assess the impact of a range of predictor variables on this additive variable while controlling for commonly used demographic covariatesas well as the Big Five personality traits and the overall risk taking score (RTI). In this model, the independent variables were gender (coded as female 5 0, male 5 1), age, education, the six personality traits, three dichotomous variables for spiritual practices involving meditation, prayer, and energy work (having such practice 5 1), years of cannabis experience (coded from 1 5 "Less than a year" to 5 5 "10þ years"), the lifetime number of use occasions with the psychedelic chosen for the survey (coded from 1 5 "1" to 8 5 "101þ"), a five-level ordinal variable for the social environment in which respondents most commonly used their chosen psychedelic (coded from 1 5 "Alone", 2 5 "With a single partner", 3 5 "With a small group of close friends", 4 5 "With a group of friends and acquaintances", and 5 5 "At a party, night club, concert, festival or other public event"), an ordinal variable for how long the psychedelic session was planned in advance (coded from 1 5 "One day or less" to 5 5 "A year"), and a dichotomous variable for whether or not the respondent endorsed having an escapist motivation for their psychedelics use (yes 5 1). The same set of independent variables were used in an ordinal regression model that analyzed the relative difficulty of the respondents' worst psychedelic experience as compared to other difficult life experiences (coded from 1 5 "Most difficult experience of your life", 2 5 "Among the five most difficult experiences of your life", 3 5 "Among the ten most difficult experiences of your life", 4 5 "The most difficult experience of a year", 5 5 "The most difficult experience of a month", and 6 5 "An everyday experience/ not difficult"). Finally, a linear regression model analyzed the impact of the same set of independent variables, plus the additive variable indicating the difficulty of the experience, on the respondent-assessed long-term consequences of the respondents' worst psychedelic experience (coded as a fivelevel Likert variable from 1 5 "Negative", 2 5 "Mostly negative", 3 5 "No impact or mixed", 4 5 "Mostly positive", and 5 5 "Positive"). In these analyses, ordinal variables were treated as continuous. Data was analyzed with IBM SPSS Statistics 25.
CONCLUSION
The working hypotheses for this study were that challenging psychedelic experiences have a greater thematic range than what has been established in previous research, that set and setting are important but not decisive for the occurrence of challenging episodes, and that respondent-assessed consequences of these experiences are generally positive. With regards to thematic range, both the interview and survey data indicated that challenging psychedelic experiences come in a wide variety of types. The fear of ego dissolution that previous research has often emphasized (e.g.,was certainly an important aspect of many challenging psychedelic experiences in this study, but it was by no means a defining characteristic. In the survey data, ego dissolution was the only characteristic whose occurrence did not differ significantly between a typical and the respondents' worst psychedelic experience, and in the interviews, it was mentioned that ego dissolution could actually serve to protect the psychedelics user from other fear-inducing experiences. Furthermore, the types of challenging psychedelic experiences in this study seemed to have a greater range and variation than the seven categories of challenging experiences identified by. In the interview data, the theme identified as social paranoia overlaps with their category of paranoia, and their category of grief broadly overlaps with the theme identified as life issues, where the psychedelics user would have unpleasant insights into his or her life, usually accompanied by sadness, guilt, fear, and other unpleasant emotions. There is also an overlap between their categories of physical distress and death and the interview theme of physical damage, which sometimes led interviewees to believe that death was imminent. Inmodel, the category of isolation refers to loneliness and social isolation, which was not a major theme among the interviewees for the present study. Some, however, reported experiences of existential isolation where they felt eternally trapped in an inescapable void of nothingness. These experiences also relate to their category of insanity, which included the item "I was afraid that the state I was in would last forever". This category seems somewhat underdefined, however, since it would also have to include experiences with dread of ego dissolution, where interviewees sometimes feared that they would lose their minds along with their egos, experiences with fear of having incurred lasting brain damage, and the one experience of an actual psychotic break. Furthermore, social paranoia, debilitating panic attacks, troubling visions or hallucinations, and delusions also relate to forms of insanity. The critique of under-definition is equally relevant forcategory of fear, which was ubiquitous in these narratives, taking a range of forms that included fear of social rejection, existential fear, fear of insanity, fear of ego dissolution, fear of malicious entities, fear of death, and fear of eternal damnation. Thus, the interview data indicates that fear should probably be regarded more as a defining characteristic than a category of challenging psychedelic experiences: what makes the experience challenging is, above all, its ability to induce fear. This emphasis on fear is supported by the survey data, where fear was the most endorsed characteristic for respondents' worst psychedelic experience at 69%. If we factor in the 14% who endorsed none of the negative characteristics for their worst (or, in these cases, least good) experience, only 17% of the sample reported any negative characteristics without also reporting fear. Most of these experiences involved sadness (25 respondents), confusion (19 respondents), and isolation (12 respondents). Of course, a state of profound sadness could be regarded as a challenging experience in and of itself, and in principle, the same might be said even about an experience of overwhelming positive emotions. Therefore, it is not possible in principle to close off the set of challenging psychedelic experiences to any combination of defining characteristics, since there is no limit to what human beings might characterize as challenging. Nevertheless, fear seems to be so strongly interwoven with other characteristics of challenging psychedelic experiences that it could probably serve as an operationalized indicator of such experiences. The survey data otherwise supports Barrett et al.'s (2016) categories of social isolation and grief as important aspects of challenging psychedelic experiences. Furthermore, about a third of the respondents indicated that their worst psychedelic experience involved insight into themselves or their relations, which is congruent with the theme of challenging life issues identified in interviews. The survey did not ask about physical distress, death, or insanity in a general sense, but 32% of respondents indicated that their worst experience included ego dissolution, which was significantly correlated with fear (r 5 0.315, N 5 214, P < 0.001). These were probably often experiences where respondents feared they would either lose their minds along with their egos (in other words, go insane), or lose their bodies with their egos (in other words, die). Beyondseven categories, the survey identified confusion as an important characteristic of respondents' worst psychedelic trip, endorsed by 62%. This was the highest level of endorsement for any characteristic except fear, which seems to indicate that confusion is a central aspect of challenging experiences. The indicator for confusion was significantly correlated with the indicator for ego dissolution (r 5 0.297, N 5 214, P < 0.001), which reflects the structure ofDED scale that included experiences of cognitive impairment and loss of self-control. Furthermore, the three characteristics anger or hate, regrettable behavior towards others, and violent behavior, which were all significantly correlated, seem to represent an important, if not very common, aspect of challenging psychedelic trips that has not been recognized in previous studies. The only corresponding narrative in the interview data was from the respondent who experienced a psychotic episode and attacked his friend. Although such violent episodes appear to be rare, 17% of the survey sample endorsed having behaved regrettably towards others, and it seems important to note that challenging psychedelic experiences sometimes have a behavioral aspect. In the interviews, the most common form of challenging psychedelic experiences involved hard insights into one's life. The psychedelics user would be confronted with an aspect of their life that seemed dysfunctional, and although this confrontation was usually unpleasant at the time, it paved the way for important life changes. This dynamic may be relevant for the positive therapeutic effect from psychedelic experiences on issues of substance dependence (e.g.,. However, some respondents also found themselves obsessing over minor life issues during psychedelic trips, in a manner that resembled paranoid delusion more than genuine insight. Newcomers to the psychedelic experience often found that the altered state allowed their minds to run wild with paranoid ideation, while more experienced users had usually learned to guide their minds in more fruitful directions, developing skills of focus and recollection that might be characterized as meditation skills. The employment of meditation skillsalthough not necessarily recognized as suchin order to overcome challenging psychedelic experiences was quite widespread among interviewees. One example was the individual who recognized the powerful and malicious entity he encountered as a representation of his own anger, and was able to overcome his entrapment by this entity through a conscious release of this anger. Another participant found himself trapped in a reenactment of his high school years and was unable to open his eyes, yet managed to calm himself and to focus on what the experience had to offer, and others explicitly employed the skills obtained from their everyday meditation practice in order to overcome mental chaos and anxiety during psychedelic trips. It seems clear from these narratives that the process of learning how to navigate psychedelic trips involves the development of meditationtype skills, whether or not they are recognized as such. Nevertheless, it should be noted that the regression model for the absolute difficulty of a challenging psychedelic experience found that a meditation practice was actually associated with a more difficult experience when controlled for the other variables in the model. Possible explanations for this unexpected association may be that meditators are able to delve more deeply into the psychedelic experience, and are therefore confronted with more challenges, or perhaps that they are more mindful of their experiences and therefore able to identify a greater range of separate characteristics for them. This seems like a promising area for further research. Factors relating to set and setting were not as important in these studies as we would perhaps expect. Set was the most salient of the two, and a number of interviewees pointed to negative aspects of their state of mind or emotions in order to explain the occurrence of their challenging trip. In most reports, however, there was no clear link between a negative mind-state before the psychedelic session and the emergence of challenging material during the session. Furthermore, interviewees rarely mentioned the setting of their psychedelics use as a factor that might explain their challenging experience. The survey did not attempt to assess participants' state of mind prior to the psychedelic session, but the variable for one's most common social environment during psychedelics use did not reach statistical significance in the regression model. It is possible, however, that the difficult experience they were asked to characterize took place in a very different social environment than the typical setting for their psychedelics use. This complicates the interpretation of the null finding for the impact from social environment in the regression analyses. A majority of the participants in these studies found that their challenging experience resulted in positive long-term consequences, which agrees with previous research. A small minority of 4% pointed to negative consequences, however, and 29% regarded the long-term impact as either irrelevant or mixed. This finding may be taken as support for Lucaspoint that challenging psychedelic experiences only have positive consequences when the user is able to work with and integrate their hard lessons. The main limitations of this explorative study were that participants were recruited via online psychedelic communities, and had to self-select for participation. It has previously been found that participants recruited on the Internet have more education and higher incomes, which might potentially bias findings. While the Internet is probably more accessible to those with lower education and income levels today than it was in 2006, the Internet recruitment in this study may have served to exclude some psychedelics users. More specifically, it is difficult to know to which extent this sample of psychedelics users represents the population of such users, about which we arguably know very little. Furthermore, the study recruited mainly among current psychedelics users, who as a group are probably favorably inclined towards such use, and should therefore be considered biased towards positive results.
Study Details
- Study Typeindividual
- Populationhumans
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